little april rose: June 2009
- BLOG FULL OF LIES FROM APRIL'S MOM:
Months ago, my days were spent in total fear. If I didn't feel April move, I freaked out, always prematurely. I was scared... I was anxious... I thought every kick could be her last. And then when her heart rate started to drop, I lost it..I of course, was not prepared to meet her, but my mindset was there, in ways. I believed the time was close. I thought a lot about her passing inutero. I dreamt about it. I guess you could as far as saying that I expected it.